Is there an actual physical place where you were hurt or failed that you kind of dread going back to? For me, for a long while, it was a former workplace where I was fired. I hated even driving by that place. I chose routes that would not take me past it.
Children's Hospital is like that for me now. I just don't want to go there. Not like they were anything but nice to us, it's just that I associate so much anger or pain or loss with that place. That building.
It's weird to have to go back there. Selah has her diabetes classes there, so I go park in the same structure, enter through the same door. It fills me with dread.
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