The Strength To Keep Going

Matt Bryant did what he could. I know the feeling.

I think Matt wishes he was a geneticist or some kind of faith healer instead of a guy who kicks a ball. I think it's close to me right now, sitting and trying my hardest to think of what kind of video I'm going to make tomorrow.

Isn't there something I can do? God has seen it fit to wear out all my mind, all my spirit on work. Probably because if I didn't, I'd be doing what I do the other few waking minutes I get: cry and beg God for my girl's life.

It was some field goals. And I make some videos. But it was his gift. I think, on Matt's behalf, I think we both hope that the gift is good enough.